Stick with the Plan Stan

I feel particulary restless this evening,

spent a large portion of my day in the office looking at postgraduate courses psyching myself up for 2013.

But i have a tendency to go off at a tangent and found myself on the

Central School of Speech and Drama

website looking at short courses on Acting Shakespeare.

There was also a video on YouTube to this effect about liberating the text. I would seriously consider doing this except it is on the same week as I have dog sitting and costs £995.

I can't believe I still have the acting bug at 25, I mean come on grow up, you have grown up you're supposed to be preparing yourself for a well thought out sensible career, no getting side tracked now this is it you've made up your mind.

I guess I'm restless because I understand culture and art and literature, but I am not involved and deep down growing up I always thought I would be by now. I always figured I would have something pretty interesting to put out there, but I don't.

Now my dilemma isn't whether to 'go for gold' it's not even fucking silver.

My parents want me in a completely different race.

Option 1. PGCE English @ Bath or London - graduate age 28

Option 2. MA English followed by PGCE (English) - graduate age 29

Option 3. MA Film followed by PGCE (Media) - graduate age 29

Option 4. MA Film (PT) followed by PGCE (Media) - graduate age 30

God I started writing that list thinking I really wanted option 4 but even that looks depressing now

(incidently parents would want Option 1. in Portsmouth)

ok ok lets big this up here. Option 3 or 4.

Live in London, dog sitting and dog walking jobs crappy bedsit but hay everyone @ uni will be in 'digs'

If I do option 4 then hopefully I could afford slightly nicer digs though not likely

or

(and this is the exciting part)

I could treat myself to a Drama course

and.......

(this will blow your mind)

do my PGCE at the Central School of Speech and Drama.